…I should tell you why:
Senderos is gone. I cannot believe it. In one Summer I lost Hleb and Senderos. I adored Hleb, but Senderos was special. Sometimes I was too ashamed to say it…I hate myself for that. At least it is only a loan. Please come back Phil. Please.
My appointment with the neurologist is next week. I thought I had another 2 months. I don’t. Next Monday might be my lasr time doing kendo. And I’m stuck in France. I wasn’t joking about going easy on the men cuts. If there are any changes, I’m finished.

September 2, 2008 at 8:42 pm
“I wasn’t joking about going easy on the men cuts. If there are any changes”
I hope, there are no changes.
Gambatte ne.
To cheer you up – Berbatov is going to play for Man U
September 2, 2008 at 9:34 pm
I hate Berbatov. I hate Robinho. Seriously, don’t talk to me about football at the moment.